Saturday, June 27, 2020

DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF

I’m very disappointed in myself....never an adequate blogger, I revel in run on, comma sliced sentences.....I’ve now turned my “blog” into one giant, stupid form of it’s own type of social media....posting occasionally the same crap here as on Instagram or Twitter or Facebook....and I rarely remember I even have a blog...


Instead on attempting to search and challenge myself for ideas on thoughts, I only share photos, sporadically, of things happening in my life.....I’ve never shared my trip to Africa 3 years ago-amazing won through NatGeoWild.  How does a tiny, rural, small town gal from Tennessee win, randomly her DREAM trip to Africa!  (Nor have I shared my emotionally surprising issues which cropped up.  I’ve shared those with only two people, nor will I.)

Soooo.....here’s a promise to myself...to try to revert these pages to the old times blog.  Work on my grammar.  Work on, at least attempt to try putting my thoughts on paper in an order they should be grammatically, not vocally.

I have began slow pace reading to social media.  And thank heavens, quit following the majority of pop culture a number of years ago.  Reality TV never “hooked” it’s nasty nasty claws.

During work I find another disappointment, few people know much about just general things.  Though my mind is a barrel is full of useless information, I cannot help to share the definition when I say a word someone at work doesn’t know.  My coworker probably is inwardly seething at me.  But I guess there is something inside me, aggravated they don’t know, or was not something  so general that even I, whom I consider not intelligent, know.  (I’m not writing this in a way that makes sense.  I know.)

Now to proof read...after I post.  The worst weakness of mine. Forgive me.  I hate that about others as well.